"Friends" are waiting

For Christmas ,from my darling husband, I received all the seasons of Friends on DVD. Right then and there i decided that I would play them on my computer as I worked out on our elliptical machine. I have been thinking of this EVERY DAY since December 26th!!!!! EVERY DAY people! I have yet to do it. I'm wondering if today is the day? I have had umpteen excuses and now.....I'm feeling ok, I don't have a whole lot on my agenda for the day....hmmmm....could this be the day? I'm not sure why I just can't kick myself in the ass and get going already. I have been reading so many books and watching so many programs on how to motivate yourself to lose weight and yet...~ nothing seems to be sticking. I think sometimes that I am supposed to be like this.I know it sounds crazy but, somehow I feel like I'm more approachable if I'm just a little chubby. Typing it even sounds ridiculous but yet the thought still lingers. It is important for me to BE approachable. I don't want anyone to ever think they are beneath me or less than me. I always want to be open to anyone approaching me. I KNOW in my head that this is still possible without my muffin top and Buddha belly but geeeeez............. It's just so hard. Well ~  I will let you know later this afternoon if today was the day. Send me good exercise vibes! 

Offering support

Often I have made a decision to do something , and when the sun rises the next day, my mind has changed ~ or weakened. It's hard to maintain decisions you have made sometimes without outside help.My son has decided to spend less time on the computer and so I am going to help him with that. I,too am going to spend less time on the computer. (I'm typing this quickly before he gets home from school). I cleaned his desk off today and put out his sketching stuff he got for Christmas. This is something he has expressed an interest in and has decided to pursue it further. I'm trying to give him the push he needs. He has already given that to ME! :)