Sunday, November 21, 2010
Just as I thought!
All my motivation is slowly going down the tubes. I'm doubting myself left right and center and I can't help but feel I'm going a little backwards. I know it's all in my head but; truly, my mind IS a powerful thing. I wrote a poem to read at the Christmas concert next weekend. Now I hate it. I said I would try out for Guys and Dolls, but now I am so nervous I'm afraid I'm going to chicken out.And then on top of it all.....all this doubt and stress is making me eat more. ARGH! I just can't win. I can't tell you how many times I have said "today is the day"!I'm getting VERY good at lying to myself.