the same page?

Do you sometimes feel like, not only are you not on the same page, but sometimes you're in a different book? I'm feeling like that today. Not connected. You talk with people, strangers, family, and you don't feel like they get you. You're in a bit of a fog. But the place is not unfamiliar, to me. I've been here before. Years ago, but I do remember it.Sometimes you can feel so lonely but yet be surrounded by people. Sometimes you can feel so overwhelmed, yet have nothing to do but just, be. I prayed a lot today. I prayed for guidance, a sign, a hint, an little help here, please. It's hard to hear when you your head is already full. I listened hard especially in the quiet moments. T'was a different day that's for sure. A good day, but different. More to come?  I'm cautiously awaiting ................ I'm a firm believer that all things happen for a reason. Things happen not by chance, but for a reason. People come in and out of your life on purpose. The timing is everything. I'm getting exhausted trying to figure it all out. I'm always trying to analyse and figure out. I really need to Let GO.  I'm trying. I really am. But isn't that why I have free will and a brain? Shouldn't I TRY to figure it out? This is all a little much for a Sunday. I think I hear a glass of red calling my name..........................................