Sunday, August 28, 2011

the same page?

Do you sometimes feel like, not only are you not on the same page, but sometimes you're in a different book? I'm feeling like that today. Not connected. You talk with people, strangers, family, and you don't feel like they get you. You're in a bit of a fog. But the place is not unfamiliar, to me. I've been here before. Years ago, but I do remember it.Sometimes you can feel so lonely but yet be surrounded by people. Sometimes you can feel so overwhelmed, yet have nothing to do but just, be. I prayed a lot today. I prayed for guidance, a sign, a hint, an little help here, please. It's hard to hear when you your head is already full. I listened hard especially in the quiet moments. T'was a different day that's for sure. A good day, but different. More to come?  I'm cautiously awaiting ................ I'm a firm believer that all things happen for a reason. Things happen not by chance, but for a reason. People come in and out of your life on purpose. The timing is everything. I'm getting exhausted trying to figure it all out. I'm always trying to analyse and figure out. I really need to Let GO.  I'm trying. I really am. But isn't that why I have free will and a brain? Shouldn't I TRY to figure it out? This is all a little much for a Sunday. I think I hear a glass of red calling my name..........................................


  1. I know what you mean...but the vagueblogging is leaving a little too much to the imagination.

  2. Know you are not alone in the feeling of loneliness. At least we are all in that together. I tell myself that anyway to comfort. I am sorry- I know what that is like and I know there is nothing I can do for you except say I understand and things do have bright moments on and off. As a person who struggles deeply with depression and such I get it. I have found unimaginable freedom in knowing more about myself, my triggers, and how I work...this helps me be better for others. Never stop searching on that inward journey.
    Lots of love

  3. Thanks KMarie!!! Sorry Krista. After reading this i realize how vague this really is. I will try not to be so vague in the future without revealing TOO much ! LOL. I appreciate the comments!


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