my new promise to me

So here's the deal. I had a friend the other day ask if anyone was actually reading her blog. no one ever makes comments and so she wondered why she was doing it at all. Of course her writing is amazing and the photography is out of this world so you know it's not because of content. Sometimes people just need to take it all in and their comments really don't seem to fit the scale sometimes. Of course I told her to write for herself and not to worry what anyone was thinking or (not) commenting on her blog. Then I thought.....I really should follow my own advice. I was thinking of blogs, things I wanted to say, in my head. I already had a preconceived idea of what people's reactions would be. Somehow.....that is where it ended. I never did write. I never did get it out. I started having dreams about weird things. I looked it up on the internet (dream dictionary) and they were saying " you have things that you need to say. Things you need to get out. You need to be heard" Well if that isn't a sign to get back on the blog train, then I don't know what is.THEN.....a friend writes on my wall that I need to get blogging again! "chop chop" I believe she said! So.......that's what I'm doing. I'm leaving tomorrow for Toronto to visit some family. I've already deleted the games I was playing(time wasters) on fb and have decided to start blogging again. I will give myself time each day to do just that. Sort of like a job! some will be short, some will be too long, some might be boring but.....I love to write. I'm getting back on that horse. OR "hourse" as "some" would say!!! LOL Till the next time! I'm just saying!